while on the red bike from Erin

i have been riding the bike around the city trails on this nice sunday day. very nice weather and very nice day. I have been riding among many areas with houses and new developments. then , i went on the trails and some next to the lake. then i stoped to drink water and rest, then it hit me. I will be 30 next year. That didnt mean much till i thought that my father will be 60 in two years. if he plays his cards right he might get 15-20 years still to live. he will die 80and i will be 50 then. My parents are getting old, and so am I. I better start paying attention to myself. I want to have a legecy to myself. I thought i might wana pay for my brother's education. That could be something I can do. Whatever it is that i want to do, i better start paying attention and getting my act togther.
In away all this had a very soothing effect on me. Finally after all this time of not nowing "weyn 2alla 7atitni", i know! aint it cool!
love u all.